Be at a loss...

Spring0923

Lately, I feel like a lamb in the forest...Life is full of choices and it seems that I'm in a dilema again...

On the one hand, I've always wanted to pursue a master degree in Australia.The reason why I want to go abroad is because I hope to see and experience life in a different country .I guess my outlook would be expanded and life would be enriched by studing and living in another country for a couple of years.You know, it might be sad if you only live in one couture from birth to death.

On the other hand, all of my friends and parents have been persuading me to stay in Shanghai because they think there are lots of uncertainty for me to go to Australia.As well, my parents have kept pushing me to find a guy to get married as soon as possible, which makes me very frustrated... Well, it will cost me an arm and a leg to finish the 2-year courses. And I know  I will have to do some part-time jobs in order to make both ends meet...Besides, I will have to choose to major in Accounting  and it is said it's very difficult to find a job for this kind of graduates nowadays. What I am concerned most is what if I couldn't find a job and ended up with coming back to China?I would be like a dead meat, I guess...

Therefore, I've kept asking myself  whether I should make up mind to follow my heart  or just be less ambitious and play on the safe side? To do or not to do ,that's awlays a question...

pls enlighten me,pls!