标题: Latter Days [打印本页] 作者: xblues 时间: 3-8-2008 17:39
提示: 作者被禁止或删除, 无法发言标题: Latter Days Am I a sentimentalist? I happened watch quite a few gay movies lately. I often found myself reduced to tears. Just now, I watched Latter Days (2003), not so new, but still such a touching story. I wonder what those straight people would feel when they watch these gay movies? Would they care as much as I do? Well, I do watch straight movies.
I guess my personal life is okay, nothing too big, nothing too small, just one ordinary day after another. Gay became a quite private part of my whole life. Without all these touching stories, I almost thought I was actually as normal as the other straight guys. Well, basically I haven't been talking aloud about gay sex encounters, I never wear t-shirt says I am GAY... I defiantly haven't found anyone to get married with. Again, I left my family three years ago, the good thing about been away thousand miles from my parents is that I don't ever have to listen to them keep pushing my find myself a nice girl.
So I guess it's no big deal being gay, besides I can go to gay bars, I can download gay pornos if I am horny, I can surf gay online dating sites if I try to meet someone....:mad: What a wonderful gay life that I am having? Except there's nothing really about being gay.
How the major community taking this idea of someone to be gay? I really don't know. All I know is I still haven't told my family that I am gay yet. I haven't been fully out of the closet either, and I definitely feel devastated of being single since forever, cause I was never able to meet someone in love with. However, this is only my situation, and I believer it could been much better if I were a "normal" "straight" guy.
